| | Current Music: | none | | Security: | | | Subject: | hollaaa | | Time: | 06:23 pm | | Current Mood: | unproductive |
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| omg holla live journal! lol
fyi...this is me being SO bored
anyway sooooooo i was reading up on past journals, wow...what an incredibly busy and meaningful life i had in highschool lol...can't say that much now can i?
im sitting at my desk--for the 5th hour in a row still on the same page i was 3 hours ago trying to read about sexuality and genderrr jesus who the fuck cares!!
i have exactly 5 days till i go home, 4 days till my bio midterm, 2 days till tom's birthday, and umm tomorrow i have a sociology midterm.
for the record..sociology sucks balls.
i got a package friday from my dad. play doh.
...seriously.
oh yeah and tonight i have to finish working on my comic book about death and destruction for my psycho ACH teacher who umm lets see DOESN'T RESPOND TO EMAILS like EVER!!!!!!!!!!
i really can't get into this rerrggggg all i want to do is play lion king on my snes emulator...im hooked.
anyway, i'm gonna put meditation music on and rock out on these notes...peace. | comments: 1 comment or Leave a comment  |
| | Current Music: | coheed and cambria-neverender | | Security: | | | Time: | 09:18 pm | | Current Mood: | spastic |
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| today was an average day...lol well kinda.
got a ride from dan this morning, wow...windows open + loud "music" aka noise, and about a half hour ride of 2 or 3 blocks lol....=redonkulous lol..
i can't even begin to say how HAPPY i am that we have off thursday. :)
i've been told a lot lately that my father looks like the polar express conductor..wierd :-/ lol
so tomorrow should be a good day..long but good.
school (insert pro bowl tournament with jon :)!) basketball drivers ed talkies ;-)
that should all end at around hmm never?
lol i love how all "mah boyz" (did i get it right?) today were singing "my girl"...you guys are awesome.
so basically every day when i come home from school...i get hammered with a bagillion questions with a very large range of topics from tampons to zebras (quite the exaggeration) lol it makes me want to like throw things at other breakable things, (if that makes any sense whatsoever!) but i told my aunt today that i would like a punching bag, and a color printer directly hooked up to my camera, just so i can print, tape, and punch whomever i feel deserves it that day. i feel that will be the answer to everything.
today, at lunch, greg tried to eat a hot cookie, that broke and fell back into the bag before he could eat it, the look of disappointment on his face, was just, ugh, devistating...::tear:: lol, but oh god it was so funny...and he truly is..."the apple IN my eye"
i'm deathly afraid to ever step foot into miss free's office alone again, in fear that she might ask me some more wierd personal questions, like about my sleeping habits, and my personal life, and i swear the next one coming was definitely going to be..."so kate, are you still a virgin?" jesus!
i was at open gym this week, for the first time lol...i just really havn't had the incentive to go. oh well i went yesterday, and i feel like it was a total mistake, i feel completely turned off by most of the girls that were there (not in a kinky lesbian kind of way) but in a way that like, makes me wish i had my digital camera and that punching bag.
one of the girls (a soph) trying out for vars, is going to make it cuz her dad is going to be the JV coach...and that would be conflict of interest, but..uhmmmm talk about conflict of interest ANYWAY!?
i also love how because our open gym was run by a fucking security guard...adrianna, myself and nicole, the only um, minorities there, got picked last! we were like WTF...they made us feel like such geeks/losers/loners/...but oh well..it'll suck for them when none of them make it and they all become bitter assholes :)
anyway...on a lighter note, not to mention any names..but after ALL OF THESE YEARS!, thanks to jenn, i finally caught ************** talking about me behind my back...and oh man it couldn't have been any better had it been planned on purpose! that might have been the funniest thing all year so far!! ROFL " NO I DO NOT WANT YOUR FUCKING PRETZLES!" lolll
anyway, this past weekend i saw the radio city christmas show "fill your heart with christmas..."--(...yeah, and then what?) lol it kinda made me SO dissappointed that christmas isn't like..anytime soon lol but oh well!
we're playing lotr in band soon...:-/ i honestly didn't think the music was the best part of that movie... i think actually it would have been just as good on mute, cuz it was that good (yes i had to see it a couple of times to think so ::COUGH COUGH:: lol...but after seeing it again recently, i actually GOT it rofl and really enjoyed it!)
practice tonight was awesome, it was just me nikki, and ash, and we played 2 on 2 with the coach...me and nik, vs ash and coach me and nikki kicked some ass 21-15?....but most of the game, it was 20-3...it just took us THAT long to score the LAST point rofl.."BINK!"...(and of course it wasn't because we were "backwards dribbling" or taking "half courties"...:-/ lol)
game again sunday..can't wait, maybe we'll actually be good this time! hahahaha...yeah.
tom's coming home friday and we're going to see ragtime! woo! then dinner with johnny and alex.! woo!!! but i'm just so excited to have so much love this weekend! i can't wait to see you sweetheart. i've missed you so much :-* "yo hey boo boo!" lolll
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| | Current Music: | Jesse mccartney-beautiful soul | | Security: | | | Subject: | :-D | | Time: | 03:57 pm | | Current Mood: | artistic |
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| heyy all...i know i haven't updated in a while, so instead of writing about everything i've not said....i put some pictures just to give you the basic idea of what's been going on :)...enjoy!...(this is the first time im doing this so i dont know how well it will work, i really ahve no clue what i'm doing!!!lol)
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| so basically i did what every single other 17 year old does the last day of summer
finish summer reading while trying to up the ante on that fading tan i got going on...
tan went well summer reading...well...we'll see when we take the assessment tomorrow i guess.
im so psyched about senior year, theres so much iwanna do,see,feel this year...i can't wait.
im MORE excited about prom. like u don't even know already booking my hotel!
which sounds crazy
anyway im lonely :-/
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| | Current Music: | miles apart- yellowcard | | Security: | | | Subject: | sigh :-/ | | Time: | 12:47 am | | Current Mood: | hopeful |
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| well today was the first day he wasn't here
it was pretty rough knowing i couldn't see him when i wanted to...or just call him to hang out, it's so different already
i feel different
i miss him
but im so happy he's having fun.
i did a lot today keeping busy but at the same time i never stopped thinking about him and probably won't for a long long time
i love you tom :-* | comments: 2 comments or Leave a comment  |
| well for me this is the last day of summer...technically...before i have to start reading all day and working on hw for school...which btw i can't believe senior year starts in fucking 4 days....
tom's leaving tomorrow, well technically today...i feel bad if i made it any harder for him to leave tonight, i was a mess i feel, and even worse when he was gone, i may be pathetic since he's only going like 40 minutes away, but um, i love him more than anything and will miss him everyday he's not here...every ... single... day.
on a second note... i want him to know that i love him so much SO MACH! lol i hope you and bobby are having fun
so tomorrow me and koda are gonna go play some basketball and maybe even a game of chess....:) hehe then make snow bears and drink hot cocoa hahhahaha...
tom i love you have fun! | comments: Leave a comment  |
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| u know what i hate? fucking dramatic people who don't know shit i hate them | comments: 1 comment or Leave a comment  |
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